خاله ساناز

I am really amazed by different happens and various reaction and feeling from us ,at maximum hopeless feeling suddenly an accidental happen changes our feeling completely ,first of all i should say that Mohammad's ring was found and i really got full Energy from life for a week i never nagged i never felt tired,i did my  housworks completely ,i was very good manner,behavior and moral but that time i thought about all things and ones that we have but really really don't understand their worth and seriously i cried for ones who lost their worthes and now there is nothing to be done luck is the best feeling in life that who doesn't have i think really can't understand anything of life ,yesterday was our book  reading gathering in my sister's house our population is increaseng ascendingly up to 27 people and my mum has cooked (koofte tabrizi but except 2 little ones that my mum has hidden all were eaten they are really gluttonous next week we have aholiday because of iran revolution victory on 22 nd of bahman 1357 or 10 feb 1978 on tuesday and as you know whit a leave of sickness for wednsday i will be off for 4 dayssssssssssss, it is very enthusiastic, i hope a good week for you     

 شاید یک روز که آفتاب، گیسوی نقره ای دماوند پیر را نوازش کند

در یک غریو تند بارانی، در یک نسیم نوازشگر بهار

یک روز شاید همراه پرواز پرستوی عاشقی

واژه لبخند، به سرزمین سوخته من بازگردد

امید، کوبه در را بفشارد

سپیدی جای تمامی این سیاهی ها را پر کند

آن روز بر مردگان نیز ،

سیاه نخواهم پوشید

حتی بر عزیزترینشان.

Yesterday & today very by chance i faced to a music from Vigen ,sudenly i was thrown to befors when by alittle cassete player in my single room was listening to low quality records of Dariush and Vigen till midnight when i was  under mentaly or emotionaly stresses,  i never thought about this ages that i am 28-9 i thought that it's a long time to this time but now i see i really don't feel recent 10 years pass,i really miss 21-22 years olding i really miss my real friends ,i want to take a party and collect all friends and family members but when ask them they raise a pretext i think do i miss these people ?and  why should i only call them you know in all my life always i was serviceing others now i want to get service it's my right but because of raising expectences they never give me services,any way i should leave these talks now i want flying by dream wing all over the world and kiss all kind and sympathic people,be succeed 

I really hate Herpes ,after about 10 days influenza and other bad happens taht really made me crazy yesterday new crisis called herpes happend for me,you know when internaly i am so anger or nervous it should have an external sign like herpes,i really have many problems whit not educated people in my family that are very proud,cheeky in our country people who have free job and work in big Bazar are like this and really creditor and from others i don't know how should i make them understood that we don't have any loan  or  debt to them God please disappear them frm global earth AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN !