خاله ساناز

Nowadays i really have problem whit untidness of persons in my life what i lend to somone whit hand should become a runner follow it to take it back and at last they say it has become lost i will buy you another i really can't accept this option i want my own book or etc a new one isn't mine i don't feel comfort whit it please guide me what should i do?should i cut my connection to society?should i repeat to myself  that lending anything belong to me to anothers is Forbidden when i want anything i go directly to where i think it should be and find it it gives me really relaxation this manner but when others aren't like this i really  become angry and this subject hurts me i don't know why it's not important and logical reaction by  others