خاله ساناز

this last month of year every time I dream myself as a runner you know i really miss having nothing to do ,i want a friday afternoon whit out any mood for doing anything and really nothing to do i remenber summers that whit my mom went to local parks really to spend long afternoon and evenings but now i really don't find any time even in summers to go to park and only sitting, why we are in hurry all the year, house works never are finished i wish one day sitting in home and visit all over my home is tidy and there is nothing to do but regret that this happen is a dream ,can you beilive that i can't arrange my wedding photoes after  2years and my engagment party after 3 years yet ,i really don't know what i should do somtimes i think it's because of being an officer it's so, i don't know do we pay more that its value for working out or not if you can please suggest me what we should do to be really equal whit time not reward not forward i don't get anything from my life ,my husband in future my child always we are tired,moody,our eyebrows are always untidy and full of tick ,short and black hairs most of the times because of tiredness we don't take a bath and prefer to sleep in next morning we are grasy and only we dress on whit out any perfum going on a hurry to job i really think when my body and hair is grasy it's perfum wasting then whit out any glare to street ,trees,shopes,people and etc we are trying to register our personal number as an on time officer then we breath calmly and sit behind of our desk and only because of less that one hour job we tolerate this room 8 hours then in ahurry coming back home and because of this 8 hour wasting we are in hurry at home for cooking,cleaning,tv watching and having sex and even sleepng what are we doing whit our youth,what are we doing whit our parents,interests,relatives,traveling ,friends and in the end what are we doing whit our LIFE