خاله ساناز

Today morning i came after 2 days off to my work ,because i don't have any access to internet at weekends naturally i faced to 200 e-mails and comments ,suddenly i thought that if i had died last weekend who was informed at first?you know why i think about this matter because most of the times i call my family,parents causins and no one does same for me except one of my real friends , surely they don't any feel of missness about me or they are much  more busy than thinking about me or they expect me to call them because i have created this much expectancy for them and if i don't do so they will be upset of me ,but when i think i can tolerate this manner from everyone except my Mom why and how doesn't she miss me?why never she calls me and never says honey my dear daughter  i only missed you and only wanted to hear your voice and sound if i had died last week untill now she wouldn't be informed my father is so my brother is so my sister is so only my husband knew because for dinner ,taking a bath and sleeping he comes home.

. how much busy we are shame on us