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All of us are afraid of being alone,when i was a teenager  always i urged to stay alone in home and i didn't feel anything but nowadays i am really frightened of being alone ,i miss my parents my brother and sister my nephews and ,,,, every time that i meet my father i feel he has become elder and fear of losing him really make me depress i have become so sensetive about my family my causins  i call them and invite them to go out i am crying so much that every morning i feel pain in my eyes i think all of these signs are depression start, i really need a psycologist to for talking and taking a solution i want to go out whit my mother for shopping ,hug her kiss her you know they don't have such a reaction about me they are engaged and busy by their own life i feel dependence  to them i call my mother up to 3 times a day and every time up to 30 minutes talking most of the times my mother laughs me that why i have called again but bileve me that i miss her my husband when sees me whit teared eyes he shocks and thinks there is really a serious problem and when i say there is nothing he thinks that i don't tell the truth but i don't have any reason for my tears ,every one that knows a good psyclogist please guide me